Love conjures hate
Aimed at the heart
Pain it can take
Willing to swallow the fake
Misfortune it produces
Love conjures hate
Directed at the giver
Because fuck you
A flake falling to the floor
Stop on my doorstep
A pool of infinite love
That you seamenly seem to hate
Fuck you
The user of love
The giver of hate
A vessel for filling
Everything it can fake
Fall to the ground
Learn to liberate
Love conjures hate
But all I can do is love
Love is manipultaion
Or thats how it shown
Pooring out of faces
Out of hearts
Watering the flower bed
Manipulation takes hold
In the roots froming growth
What kind of growth
What kind of sufrige
Maipulation is love
Love is growth
Banging the head
On every unturned stone
Love is manipilation
As is show to soul
Over and over again
Manipulation no more
Just love
House worms of broken glass
tangle and thrash
In a demons flash
Hooked thrown and sinking
Endlessly sinking
Bash a demon bash
Pulled from the life
A house worms fleeting sight
As I prepare my food
You fill into the room around me
To guide me
To protect my choices
With just conviction
As I prepare I smell
This confounding aroma
An undoubtable presence
That I can’t mistake
For anything else
That the meal I have made is you
It’s smells like you
It tastes like the love you shown me
Patient forgiving and filling
As I sit down to eat
You sit with me
For without you
I would not know
How to eat
Willowing laughter tumbles across the mountain
Before whispering in my ear
You are loved
Cascading fire flys dance before my eyes
Before spelling
You belong
Stars radiate the past so I can remember
Before warming me
To the present day
My thoughts drift to the the same place
Before resting upon
You
If I was a ghost
I haunt your pen
So I always know
Whats happing in your head
Love is a fickle illusion
Laid in my brain
Danced into view
By a girl in the frame
Love is a stone in my heart
That will remain the same
To a girl with a chisle
Can find me insane
Love is a game
I don’t want to play
Just enjoy with one person
Till I don’t have the strength to continue
Playing my song to sing away my heart
So I can hear the sound
Inching fears of four chord songs
Ticking time bomb the metronome won’t start
Just like a deep breath
Listen to the arc
To play away your heart
Pouring all out without a second guess
Fingers fret to wipe away the past
Just listen through when the sound starts to attack
Rips Your heart out so fast
Nothing but Just to listen up
Broken battered falling dance
Love for the self destructive sound
That rules my fast
Of living your life out loud
Caught up on flowing down
Dancing falling and going up
Living long living sound
To the way of being some
Playing an ever growing love
I make with you
“America screams”
I once had a people I loved dearly
They took care of me and I took care of them
They left no scares on my body
They danced for rain
They loved me and I loved them
I once had a people
That all they did was take
From each other from me
They took so much
My land is tainted
My rivers are toxic
They didn’t care
They carved into mountains
They truned sawmp into city’s
They discrated my body
That I can’t idefity my favorite features
They took what made me me
And maid it them
I hear screams of pain
Where I once hurd celebration
I feel insecure when I am beautiful
I once had a people I loved dearly
They were eradicated
Because this is my land not your land
Well it’s my body and I want it back
I’m am America and I want my body back
All my dreams
Stand like silhouettes
Stuck in twilight
Rolling in my head
Planting seeds to grow
End up dead
Left
Find and live on your own
Just to be an plant
Sowed in the frame
Of were you stop
Resting your brain
Never again to same
Loved in the air
Disapear
It’s dead
Memories events left undid
Plant a seed and walk away
How it is to love to live
Looking at the sun again
To feel the light seeping in
Killing the outer working of my eye
So I don’t have to look
At what I find
Just staring at the sun again
Fuck what did you say to me
Just lead me down a line
Hell I’m sitting here all alone
Don’t even know what’s the phone
Can’t I just go back
To staring at the sun again
Laying on the cold hard ground
Nothing ever loved me so
Much with out making a sound
Staring at the sun again
I don’t need to tell her
She already knows
When she comes to look for me
I’ll be holding the soul
Wrapped around my fold
Breaking down center cold
Spring turns like cyclones in my veins
Denied the sensation in my brain
I can hear it anyway
Your voice telling me to stay away
Always driving you insane
Why has it been so long
That I can’t help but I have wronged
Everything I stand on
In the end
My footing caves I pretend
I was standing with you
This hole time
I’m lying to myself
I’m lying to myself
Yet it’s true
I’ll love you till my end
Today I hear
In the back of my head
Claws scratching at my skull
Cats at play tearing apart the flesh
The make up of my brain
I just sit and stare
They claw
I dont care
They claw